I am speeding through the "Stressed out & Sleep Deprived" lanes at about 220kmph. Probably not a good thing at this point.
Dallas moved out yesterday which broke my heart a little bit again, I know, "I shouldn't be upset", but I still am. He's my baby.
Someone shared a link on FB about the area that we're moving to that set me off & added unneeded stresss.
I'm second guessing myself and wondering if we're doing the right thing, which at this point doesn't matter 'cause it's all done anyways. So in reality I'm just borrowing trouble...
Honestly, it's horrible to admit and I'm usually not a pessimist, but I'm assuming the worst about everything at this point of the game. I keep thinking "what if we fail", what if we get out there and nobody is happy?
Most things have lined up like the stars in the heavens for us, but not everything. There are still a couple loose ends that I'm praying work out for us. This is without a doubt the biggest and bravest and craziest thing I've ever done, but it's taking everything in me that I've got to give.
I need to change my attitude. I need to keep giving myself this pep talk with just 3 little words...
'Cause I do right??